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Wednesday Weekly Blogging Challenge: What I Think of AI (Artificial Intelligence)

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Two square white message balloons pasted overlapping each other onto a hot pink background. If we’re talking about AI as in LLMs (large language models like ChatGPT), I am wholeheartedly opposed to the use of them for the following reasons:

1) Dangerously wrong advice.

The article linked to above is one of many examples of these chat bots telling users to do things that could end their lives in excruciating ways by saying that poisonous wild plants are safe to eat, venomous snakes are harmless, etc.

Most of us can generally notice at least some bad advice about a small to medium-sized number of topics right away, but few people will have deep enough knowledge or experience in every important subject to realize how terrible and even deadly some of the LLM responses are, especially if vulnerable people like a kid or someone who has an intellectual disability is asking.

 

2) Stealing other people’s work. 

At best, the vast majority of these programs were trained on the artwork and writing of people who were not paid for their work, did not consent to it being used, and haven’t even been given something as simple as attribution for their ideas.

Just like you (hopefully!) wouldn’t sneak into your neighbour’s backyard to steal their dog, cat, tomatoes, flowers, children, or anything/anyone else you might find there even if you don’t think anyone will notice or care, nobody should be stealing other people’s creative works either.

A business model that depends on unpaid, non-consenting people to make it feasible should not exist. If they need a wide variety of photos or different types of writing to make an LLM work, pay people fairly and regularly for their contributions! This is a basic business expense that should come as a surprise to no one.

 

3) Academic and Business Cheating

From what I have read, there is a tsunami of students and workers who have switched to using LLMs to write anything from papers to exam answers to reports for their bosses. This means that they are not learning or reinforcing proper written communication skills and will become even less likely to notice mistakes in future work.

We need to encourage strong writing, critical thinking, and communication skills in people of all ages. Asking one of these models to do all of your work for you teaches little if anything useful and only makes life harder for those who use it in the long run because they won’t develop the skills they need in these areas.

 

4) Environmental Degradation 

All of these queries are also wasting staggering amounts of water and electricity for frivolous purposes.  I’ve read varying numbers as far as how much is being wasted and I don’t know which ones are correct, so I won’t quote specifics here.

Climate change is already wreaking havoc on the environment, and the last thing we should be doing now is making it worse.

I’d argue that the cost of the wasted water, electricity, and other materials should be the full and permanent responsibility of the LLM companies. They will either lose money or will have to dramatically raise the price of using them to account for all of the environmental damage they have done, are doing, and will do in the future.

 

5) Privacy concerns.

Do you really want LLMs to know so much private information about you? Who else is going to have access to your chats about your physical or mental health, occupation, relationships, sexual orientation, religious and political views, finances, possibly embarrassing family medical or legal history, and other possibly sensitive subjects to? If or when that information is leaked, whether purposefully or unintentionally, where will it go from there and how might it be used against you?

 

Brent Spiner playing Data on the set of "Star Trek: Nemesis.” He’s wearing a black jacket and looking off to the side as someone out-of-view speaks to him. In the background there is a set that shows a blue sky with a few wispy white clouds in it and a hilly, desert landscape behind him. Data looks like a very pale white man with black hair, if you’re not aware of what this character looks like. He’s an android but otherwise looks like a human when his complexion isn’t taken into account.

Image credit: Grcote at Wikipedia

On the other hand…

 

If we’re talking about Data from Star Trek, I’d welcome him to human society without hesitation.

He’s one of my favourite Star Trek: The Next Generation characters and I’d trust his judgment on nearly any subject because instead of simply guessing which word in a sentence should come next like LLMs do he was capable of deep, independent thought, had a wide breadth of knowledge, and was sentient.

If you asked him a question, he would either immediately understand it or ask for more details if necessary.

He would also never advise mixing glue into the cheese one puts on pizza to make it better like one LLM did a year or two ago because he was trustworthy and understood basic human physiology among many other subjects.

End rant! 😉

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Top Ten Tuesday: Most Anticipated Books Releasing in the First Half of 2025


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You all might remember that I struggle with these seasonal TBR posts because I’m a mood reader who relies on my local library for most of what I read. Therefore, there’s not a whole lot of planning ahead for me unless we’re talking about my all-time favourite authors or something.

So guess who came up with seven answers for this prompt? Maybe next time I’ll be able to come up with the full ten!

Book cover for All the Water in the World by Eiran Caffell. Image on cover shows skyscrapers poking out of the water in a city that’s been flooded by rising oceans in a warming world.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

All the Water in the World by Eiran Caffell

Publication Date: Today!

Why I’m Interested: I loved Station Eleven and hope this is just as poignant and hopeful.

 

Book cover for The Other March Sisters by Linda Epstein. There’s a going on with this cover. The background is dandelion yellow. There is a sea blue silhouette of someone’s head over it. There are three smaller black silhouettes of people - presumably women - wearing 1800s style dresses around the head. Inside of the head you see the winding branches of some sort of ivy or fern as well as various types of flowers in all of the usual flower colours: pink, blue, yellow, red, etc.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

The Other March Sisters by Linda Epstein

Publication Date: February 25

Why I’m Interested: Little Women is such a classic, but I wondered how certain scenes would have looked from perspectives other than Jo’s as well as what was going on the other sisters’ lives that maybe she didn’t know about. Now we’ll get to find out.

 

Book cover for Once Was Willem by M.R. Carey. Image on cover shows black stylized swords and crosses and swirly lines against a blood-red background.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Once Was Willem by M.R. Carey

Publication Date: March 4

Why I’m Interested: Carey is on my short list of must-read authors. At first I thought the protagonist was a vampire, but he may be something else instead. Either way, count me in.

 

Book cover for Dream Count by Chimamanda Ngozi Adichie. Image on cover is a drawing of a flame that has a blue centre, a white middle, and then various shades of red and orange as one moves closer to the edges of it.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Dream Count by Chimamanda Ngozi Adichie

Publication Date: March 4

Why I’m Interested: Ngozi Adichie is also on my short list of must-read authors! I’m excited to read something new from her as I don’t think she’s written much fiction (if any?) before.

 

Book cover for Everything Is Tuberculosis: The History and Persistence of Our Deadliest Infection by John Green. Image on cover is a stylized drawing of tuberculosis germs swimming around on a slide that’s under the microscope. What’s interesting about this image is that you see the slide front and centre in all of it’s pink and yellow glory but the microscope is drawn so simply it’s easy to misunderstand it as something else entirely like just an abstract triangle. So the focus is on the disease here, not the doctor or scientist studying it or curing it.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Everything Is Tuberculosis: The History and Persistence of Our Deadliest Infection by John Green

Publication Date: March 18

Why I’m Interested: Tuberculosis is a sad but intriguing subject. I like learning more about it, especially since it remains a threat to human health to this day. May we someday have much better medications to treat it.

 

Book cover for When the Moon Hits Your Eye by John Scalzi. Image on cover shows an astronaut standing on the moon which, upon closer inspection, is made of yellow cheese instead of, you know, rocks and dust instead.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

When the Moon Hits Your Eye by John Scalzi

Publication Date: March 25

Why I’m Interested: Scalzi has such creative ideas. Sometimes I love his work and other times they’re not quite what I’m looking for, but I do give him another shot with every new book either way.

 

Book cover for Don't Sleep with the Dead by Nghi Vo. Image on cover shows a drawing of a gigantic heart - possibly human? - floating over an equally white city below. Everything looks like it’s had the life drained out of it, and I feel sad when I see this image.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Don’t Sleep with the Dead by Nghi Vo

Publication Date: April 8

Why I’m Interested: This is a bit of a risky pick for me because I loathed The Great Gatsby when it was assigned to us to read in a high school English class and have refused to read anything else from Fitzgerald in the years since then. Can a retelling change my mind, or will this be a rapid DNF? Only time will tell..

 

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A Review of The Reverse

Book cover for The Reverse by Benjamin Parsons. Image on cover is a black and white drawing of a white woman wearing an ornate dress that appears to be from the late Middle Ages. There is lace on her cuffs and collar and plants embroidered onto the bodice and skirt of her dress. Her lace collar is standing straight up around her head like petals on a flower. It looks stiff and uncomfortable, to be honest. This image has a green background. Title: The Reverse

Author: Benjamin Parsons

Publisher: Self-Published

Publication Date: January 9, 2023

Genres: Romance, Paranormal, Historical

Length: 18 pages

Source: I received a free copy from the author

Rating: 3 Stars

Blurb:

An old man tells a tale of his youth, when one snowy night he accepted an invitation to stay in a remote castle. His lovely hostess is so charming that he forgets his broken heart and falls in love with her. But what is the uncanny secret of this ancient castle and its ancient family? Why do the seasons seem to change every morning when he awakes? And is his beloved really what she seems to be… or just the reverse? Part of the collection The Green Man and Other Stories.

Content Warning: Death. Broken engagement. Grief. Brief references to Candlemas, a Christian winter holiday.

Review:

Winter isn’t the best time for traveling.

There was some interesting lore here that required me to think about it carefully to put it together. I especially enjoyed the reactions of the townsfolk in one of the early scenes when they were asked for directions to find Belvay castle. Characters in general would be well served by slowing down and asking the opinions of locals before gallivanting off to find, in this case, a mysterious castle, but if they were sensible enough to do that we wouldn’t have half as many stories to read about what happens when one throws caution to the wind. I know I’m talking circles around the lore here, but I really do want everyone to discover it without any assumptions about what they’re about to read. Just know that it’s worth the time and effort in my opinion.

While the narrator had recently finished grieving a few tragic events in his life and was not in the right state of mind to be making big decisions about what he wanted to do next, I still found myself wishing he had gone into more detail about what was going on at Belvay castle. My impression of this piece was that it was a whirlwind of scenes that didn’t leave the reader much time for contemplation. There were good reasons for it to be written that way that I will allow others to discover for themselves, but this reader would have benefited from as little as one additional scene that provided more context for why things unfurled the way that they did.

The romantic themes in this tale were heavily tinged with grief, anxiety, and an impending sense of doom. This is something I’m mentioning in my review because I want to attract readers who are interested in such things and warn those of you who prefer every ending to be a happy one that this may not be what you’re expecting.  With that being said, this is the sort of romance I prefer to read if I’m going to dip my toes into that genre. Sometimes a situation feels odd for excellent reasons, and I enjoyed seeing how the unnamed old man responded to what should have been a happy moment in his life.

The Reverse was a wild ride.

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The 2025 Wednesday Weekly Blogging Challenge Topics

This is a graphic that shares all 50 Wednesday Weekly Blogging challenge topics for 2025. I will transcribe them in the post as there isn’t space here. Above the list in this image you can see an opened laptop on a wooden table. Long and Short Reviews has released the list of topics for their seventh year of Wednesday Weekly Blogging Challenge posts. (Can you believe it has been around for long already? I feel like I just heard about it yesterday).

All of the details on how to participate can be found on their site.

If you’re having trouble reading the image, scroll down for a transcription of the weekly topics. Everyone is welcome to join in at any point of the year for as many or as few of the prompts as you wish!

The first one of the year is happening today, and there’s still time to join in! (Apologies for the last minute notice there. I only learned of this list myself late last night, and then I needed to write my post for the first prompt as well as type this one up).

 

January 1 – New Books I Want to Read This Month/Year

January 8 – What I Think of AI (Artificial Intelligence)

January 15 – Favourite Things to Do in the Winter

January 22 – Book Quotes That Make Me Laugh

January 29 – Book Quotes That Make Me Think

 

February 5 – A Story About a Memorable Acquaintance

February 12 – What to Read to Learn About X

February 19 – Fictional Worlds I’d Rather Not Visit

February 26 – Favourite Hobby and Why

 

March 5 – A Book I’m Nervous to Read (and Why)

March 12 – Characters I Want to Meet

March 19 – Favourite Websites/Podcasts/Blogs

March 26 – Favourite Comfort Foods and Why (+ Recipes)

 

April 2 – Characters I Never Want to Meet

April 9 – 10 Unusual Things About Me

April 16 – Books I Discovered on Social Media

April 23 – X Things I Wish More Books Talked About

April 30 – Books I Want Youth to Discover

 

May 7 – Favourite TV Shows and Why

May 14 – Books I Love That Became Films or TV Shows

May 21 – Lessons I Learned From a Book Character

May 28 – Books That Need a Sequel

 

June 4 – Favourite Book Covers and Why

June 11 – Favourite Things to Do in the Summer

June 18 – Humorous Book Titles

June 25 – Do You Follow Celebrity Gossip? Why or Why Not?

 

July 2 – Board and Card Games I Like

July 9 – Fictional Worlds I’d Love to Visit

July 16 – My Favourite Quotes From Books

July 23 – TV Shows I’ve Binge-Watched

July 30 – Books I Loved But Never Wrote Reviews For

 

August 6 – Books I Had to Read in School and Didn’t Like

August 13 – What I Read When I’m Not Feeling Well

August 20 – Books I Had to Read in School and Liked

August 27 – Books  That Deal Well With Tough Topics

 

September 3 – Books I Keep Meaning to Read (but Haven’t)

September 10 – What Is My Superpower?

September 17 – Authors I Wish More People Knew About

September 24 – How I Handle Bad Days

 

October 1 – Books I Would or Wouldn’t Reread and Why

October 8 – Popular/Famous Books I Don’t Plan to Read

October 15 – Books I Read on Someone’s Recommendation

October 22 – Things That Scare Me

October 29 – Books I’ve Recommended and Why

 

November 5 – A Strange or Useless Talent I Have

November 12 –  Things I’m Thankful For

November 19 – Books That Influenced My Life

November 26 – A Genre I Wish Were More Popular

 

December 3 – My Earliest Memory

December 10 – 10 Gifts for People Who Love X

December 17 – Something I Wish I Were Better At Doing

 

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Wednesday Weekly Blogging Challenge: New Books I Want to Read this Month/Year

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Top Ten Tuesday had a similar topic last month and another one coming out later on this month, so there will be some repetition in my answers.

Book cover for Isaac's Song by Daniel Black. Image on cover shows a drawing of a young black man whose facial features are just barely included. You can see his eyebrows and the ridge of his nose. He’s standing in front a city filled with skyscrapers as an orange bird flies in the air behind him.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

My #1 answer is  Isaac’s Song by Daniel Black

Publication Date: January 14

I gushed about the first book in this series, Don’t Cry for Me, last year. It was written from the perspective of a (black) man who grew up in the south during the segregation era. He had a harsh childhood and passed on those impossible and sometimes abusive expectations to his son, Isaac, who cut contact with the protagonist as a young adult.

That was not an easy read by any means due to the themes of racism, homophobia, and generational abuse, but it was beautifully written. I can’t wait to view this world through Isaac’s eyes and hopefully see some sort of reconciliation or other form of healing by the end of it.

 

 

My #2 answer is speculative in nature and I don’t know if it will happen this year. I want a new book from Becky Chambers who is one of my favourite modern science fiction and fantasy writers. She has written some wonderfully gentle, cozy stories, and I need another one of them from her if possible.  (Especially after I read #1 on this list, I think!)

 

 

Book cover for Dream Count by Chimamanda Ngozi Adichie. Image on cover is a drawing of a flame that has a blue centre, a white middle, and then various shades of red and orange as one moves closer to the edges of it.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

My #3 answer is Dream Count by Chimamanda Ngozi Adichie

Publication Date: March 4

Why I’m Interested: A little literary fiction in the spring sounds nice. I’ve really enjoyed the previous work from her that I’ve read, too.

 

 

My #4 answer is another wish for a book that may or may not exist yet. Sarah Waters hasn’t released anything new in years, and I’d love for that to change this year.

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Top Ten Tuesday: Best Books I Read in 2024


Hosted by That Artsy Reader Girl

As promised yesterday, here are the best books I read in 2024. I think these posts are more interesting when Top Ten Tuesday bloggers include reasons why they loved certain titles, so I will be adding that into my responses as well.

Seven of my ten answers are books I wrote reviews for, and links to my reviews are included for those ones.

A photo of a gold-coloured championship cup with two handles. It’s the sort of award that would typically be given to someone who won first place. There are two gold-coloured medallions with red, white, and blue ribbons on them hanging from the cup. There is also gold-coloured glitter on the red surface where this cup is sitting. It looks like someone just had a celebration here!  1. What Does It Feel Like? By Sophie Kinsella

Why I Loved It: This book was such an interesting and educational peek at what it’s like to live with a nearly 100% fatal type of brain cancer.  I’m hoping that Ms. Kinsella will be around for many years to come.

 

2.Bodega Botanica Tales by Maria Rodriguez Bross

Why I Loved It: Urban fantasy is such an under-appreciated genre in my opinion. I love reading about how fantasy worlds works in large, bustling cities.

 

3. Strange New World by A.R. Grosjean

Why I Loved It: It retells one of my favourite childhood stories in the zaniest way.

 

4. What Love Survives & Other Stories by DB MacInnes

Why I Loved It: The blend of genres and the willingness to try new things. I don’t think speculative fiction is something this author writes much of – or at least that’s the impression I got – so it’s awesome to see them branch out.

 

5. Cloudspotting for Beginners by William Grill

Why I Loved It: Clouds are endlessly fascinating. Who wants to go cloud watching with me and point out what shapes they make?

 

6. The Killer Catfish of Cape Cod by Bill Russo

Why I Loved It: The slight absurdity of it all, beginning with the title. It sounds like the sort of tall tale a local person would swear is true if you visited a small town bar.

 

7. Neuro Noir by Al Hess

Why I Loved It: Computers as protagonists. The way these ones saw the world was so wildly different from how the average person would interpret the same data.

 

8. Ghosted – A Short Story by H.L. Burke

Why I Loved It: What a cozy little fantasy. It felt like the literary equivalent of drinking a nice cup of tea and warming up after a damp, chilly walk outdoors.

 

9. Veterans of Love and War: A First World War Ghost Story by Steven Glick

Why I Loved It: While I normally shy away from war stories, I loved how this one showed how a young closeted gay man experienced World War I.

 

10. Relinquished: The Politics of Adoption and the Privilege of American Motherhood by Gretchen Sisson

Why I Loved It: This book shed light on the shady, and in my opinion sometimes downright immoral, tactics many adoption agencies in the United States use in order to convince people – and mostly mothers – to place their babies for adoption. Adoption can be a great option for kids who can’t safely remain with their birth families, but there are many families that could stay together and thrive if offered support through hard times.

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What I Read in 2024

A photo of a white bunny with a grey ear who is wearing a gold-coloured pair of human glasses on its face. The glasses are comically large on such a small animal.The rabbit is lying next to an opened book. One can imagine that it is using reading glasses to read that book.

Happy New Year, readers!

In January of 2013, I began blogging about everything I’d read that previous year.  This tradition began when my dad asked me how many books I’ve read in my entire lifetime.

I couldn’t begin to give him an answer to that question, but it did make me decide to start keeping track from that moment forward. The previous posts in this series are as follows: 2023, 2022,  202120202019, 2018,  2017, 2016, 2015, 2014, and 2013.

2024 was a year of not finishing novels as often as usual and I do not include DNF titles or short stories in these roundup posts. Those things can help to explain why this list is shorter than it typically would be.

There has been some hard stuff over the past year and a half in my personal life that have affected my reading habits. Sometimes these things can make it hard to concentrate, read books about certain sad topics,  or have as much time for reading in general as one would prefer.

My hope is that 2025 is full of nothing but cheerful, healing surprises for all of us.

(Yes, I know I’ve shared this photo of a rabbit who appears to be reading a book here before. The repetition is intentional because I need more excuses for laughter in my life).

I only read one young adult book in the past year. I think I’m leaving that genre to the age group it was intended for.

The theology section is a new addition and probably not one I’ll repeat in 2025.

Other than that, this is mostly the same mixture of genres I always read.

Biographies, Autobiographies, and Memoirs

 

A photo of a grey squirrel sitting in a patch of ferns eating something as daylight streams down around him or her.

“The Lady in the Van” by Alan Bennett

“Always Pack a Candle: A Nurse in the Cariboo-Chilcotin” by Marion McKinnon Crook

“Last to Eat, Last to Learn: My Life in Afghanistan Fighting to Educate Women” by Pashtana Durrani

“Shepherd’s Sight: A Farming Life” by Barbara McLean

“Medgar and Myrlie: Medgar Evers and the Love Story That Awakened America” by Joy-Anne Reid

(The internet gave me this squirrel photo as one of the top results when I searched for biography-themed photos that can be used by anyone. Perhaps squirrels write adorable little autobiographies now, and who I am to question that possibility? 😉 )

Fiction

 

A brown-skinned woman with gorgeous, curly, black hair is cuddling her yellow Labrador retriever as she reads a book. The dog looks interested in the book. “Clan of the Cave Bear” (Earth’s Children #1) by Jean M. Auel

“The Mammoth Hunters” (Earth’s Children #3)  by Jean M. Auel

“The Valley of Horses” (Earth’s Children #2)  by Jean M. Auel

The Sacred Mountain” by Andy Black (this is a fan fiction book that was written to finally tie up the most important loose ends Jean M. Auel left in the Earth’s Children series).

“What Does It Feel Like?” By Sophie Kinsella

“The Field” by Robert Seethaler

 

History

“Madness: Race and Insanity in a Jim Crow Asylum” by Antonia Hylton

 

Horror

 

A photo of two little white figurines wearing jeans and two different shades of green shirts who look comically scared. Their facial features and body language are seriously over-exaggerated. Why Didn’t You Just Leave” edited by Julia Rios and Nadia Bulkin 

I Found A Circus Tent In the Woods Behind My House” by Ben Farthing 

I Found Puppets Living In My Apartment Walls” by Ben Farthing 

The Lamb Will Slaughter the Lion” by Margaret Killjoy 

 

Poetry

“The Home Child” By Liz Berry

“Let the Light Pour In” by Lemn Sissay

 

Mystery

“The Small Museum” by Jody Cooksley

 

Psychology and Sociology

“Relinquished: The Politics of Adoption and the Privilege of American Motherhood” by Gretchen Sisson

 

Science Fiction and Fantasy

A photo of a tree that has lost all of its leaves. It’s growing either next to a field or to a grassy area that’s recently been mowed. Superimposed onto the tree are a pair of purple human eyes. This looks like photoshop to me.

“A Christmas Carol” by Charles Dickens

Midwinter Magic and Mayhem edited by Frances Evelyn

“Cryptid Bits” by Jess Simms

Tucker Vs. The Apocalypse” by Jay Allan Storey

Christmas Inc.” by Tim Vee 

 

 

Science, Health, and Medicine

An out-of-focus photo of a young Hispanic doctor or researcher swirling a blue liquid around in one beaker while his other hand holds another beaker filled with blue liquid still. “Insulin: A Hundred-Year History” by Stuart Bradwel

“Raising Hare” by Chloe Dalton

“Cloudspotting for Beginners” by William Grill

“James Herriot’s Treasury for Children:  Warm and Joyful Tales by the Author of All Creatures Great and Small” by James Herriot

“Dreams” by Melanie Gillespie Rosen

 

Theology

“The Lambing Season: Stories of Life on an Irish Family Farm” by John Connell

“Bible Truths You Won’t Hear in Church” by Drew Costen

 

Young Adult

“Gay the Pray Away” by Natalie Naudus

 

 

Tomorrow’s Top Ten Tuesday topic asks us to share our favourite reads of 2024, so come back then to see which books I loved the most!

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A Review of From Shadows to Strength

Book cover for From Shadows to Strength by Jamilette Cintron. Image on cover is a drawing of thick fog winding its way through a pine forest on a dark, overcast day. This scene is framed by a window frame, so the viewer is tucked away safely indoors after all! My first impression was that the viewer would be walking through this damp and cold scene alone. Title: From Shadows to Strength

Author: Jamilette Cintron

Publisher: Self-Published

Publication Date: October 20, 2024

Genres: Fantasy, Contemporary

Length: 5 pages

Source: I received a free copy from the author

Rating: 3 Stars

Blurb:

After a life-changing surgery, she thought the hardest part was over. But as her body begins to heal, a new battle emerges—one that can’t be seen on the surface. Depression quietly creeps in, threatening to pull her deeper into the shadows. With every step forward, she struggles to find the strength to rise from the emotional wreckage, discovering that the journey of healing is more than physical. It’s a fight for self-love, hope, and the courage to face her darkest fears. This is her story of resilience, a testament to the power of the human spirit to overcome even the deepest scar.

Content Warning: Depression. Anxiety. References to a painful surgery.

Review:

Hope is the thing with feathers, or, in this case, bandages instead.

Recovering from surgery is a process. Even minor procedures take a toll on the body and can make recovery feel endless if someone doesn’t fully know what to expect going in or if they were quietly expecting to heal faster than the average person. Some of the most interesting passages in this piece focus on the mental health aspects of this experience for a patient who desperately wanted to be feeling better by now.

I would have loved to see the metaphor in this short story expanded upon. There were a few different ways to interpret it from what I could tell, but I was never quite sure which interpretation or interpretations the author intended her audience to gravitate towards. Yes, I know I’m being vague here, but this is one of those things that a reviewer must talk circles around in order to avoid giving away spoilers. What I can say is that there were some thought provoking ideas embedded in this piece that could have made this a five-star read with more development.

The ending made me smile. As much as I wanted more details about what was going on, I also appreciated how hopeful it was and how much optimism I had for what the main character might do next. She’d been through so much already that I wanted her to thrive from that point forward. Many of the stories I read have more ambigious endings, so it was refreshing to flip past the final page and feel so good about what I just read.

From Shadows to Strength piqued my curiosity. 

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Top Ten Tuesday: Winter Solstice Bookish Wishes


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Some of these will be repeats from last year because I am apparently a creature of habit.

Little red berries still clinging to a bush after a frost. Every piece of the plant has a light layer of frost on it which gives this image a cold, brisk, wintery feeling. 1. Quiet Reading and Writing Time

A small apartment and a spouse who watches a lot of YouTube videos equals not as much quiet reading and writing time for me as I’d prefer to have!

 

2.  Restore the Ebook Holds Limit at the Toronto Public Library

In October of this year, the Toronto Public Library reduced the number of ebook holds you could have from 30 t0 15. The problem with this is that many of their new ebooks – and books in general –  have long waiting lists.

It can be frustrating to be excited for a book only to see a 20 week average wait for it, and my book buying budget is limited. I will not complain to the poor librarians who I’m sure had no input into this decision, but I will file a complaint with the Top Ten Tuesday community.

Surely one of you has magical powers and can reverse this, right? 😉

 

3.  A Proper Ending for Every Series

I’ve become reluctant to start new series these days due to how many of them have never been finished or have had terribly unsatisfactory endings that leave all sorts of important plot threads dangling.

 

4.  Snowy, Cozy Reading Days

There’s something special about reading in your safe, warm house as snow falls silently outside.

 

5. A third Monk and Robot Book

Becky Chambers, your fans would love to find out what happens in this world next!

 

6. Dairy-Free Chocolate

I love nibbling on it while reading particularly exciting or dramatic scenes

 

7.  More Well-Done TV Shows and Films Based on Books

It’s splendid to see a fictional world come to life on the small or big screen. Some changes to the plot are fine so long as the screenwriters and director remain true to the spirit of the text.

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A Review of The Christmas Mourner

Book cover for The Christmas Mourner by Marian McCarthy. Image on cover shows a closeup painting of a few branches of a white Christmas tree decorated with red bulbs. You can see snow gently falling in the blue background.Title: The Christmas Mourner

Author: Marian McCarthy

Publisher: Self-Published

Publication Date: December 10, 2021

Genres: Holiday, Paranormal, Contemporary

Length: 11 pages

Source: I received a free copy from the author

Rating: 3 Stars

Blurb:

A lonely Christmas Eve turns lively for mortician Perrie Spock when a late-night mourner shows up at the Rose Funeral Home.

Content Warning: Funeral home setting. Death.

Review:

Christmas ghost stories are one tradition that should never die.

I adored all of the little moments in this tale that showed Perrie’s dedication to her work. She really seemed to be passionate about preserving the dignity of the dead and giving their loved ones a chance to say goodbye in a peaceful, healing place. Grief is never easy, but it can be less difficult if the people surrounding the mourners are kind and compassionate like Perrie was. Look for the small things this protagonist does when she thinks nobody is watching that demonstrate just how much this matters to her. One of the best ones happened shortly after she turned off the light in the viewing room and prepared for a quiet Christmas Eve.

While I understand that this is part of a series and I did not go into it expecting to understand every reference to past events, it would have been helpful for me as a new reader to have a little more backstory on Perrie. For example, why was she so nonchalant the first time a ghost spoke to her? Even a line or two about how maybe she’d had this happen to her before or she expected it for some other reason would have been enough for me to choose a much higher rating as this was a heartwarming read in general.

The world building was sweet and lovely. I especially enjoyed the descriptions of what it feels, looks, sounds, and smells like to interact with a friendly ghost. Anyone who is familiar with ghost stories, especially of the Christmas variety, will know just what to expect here, but that is not a criticism of this work by any means. Sometimes readers – or at least this reader – find comfort in tropes they’ve read many times before. It’s like eating a favourite meal or putting on a soft sweatshirt after a long day in the outside world and relaxing into the moment. That is to say, it’s blissful.

The Christmas Mourner made me smile.

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